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  • notes app entry: June 16, 2024

    My room has good vibes (as in people just say they like the vibes in my room) because my things have meaning (as opposed to aesthetic purpose/its owners are otherwise apathetic about a thing) Endowing objects for acting is literally putting vibes (energy) into that object. The meaning is the energy My things have that…

  • notes app entry: Feb. 12, 2023

    I don’t understand longing. Like I get that it is an emotion, but I don’t think I’m capable of feeling it. Maybe that’s the lack of meds talking, but I just feel so fucking numb to deeper human emotions. It makes me question my humanity. Like, is romance really vital to being human? Obviously it…